Earlier this evening I left a FB group I had recently joined. I did not like a post the Admin of the group posted— basically, she was making fun of people who believed in Jesus. She calls herself a witch— which is fine with me, but if you have a high-vibe group, IMO, it’s not very high-vibe to be dissing others’ beliefs. Just leave it alone. I like her, as a person….I just did not get a warm fuzzy feeling from her post. See, this morning, I posted a post in that group and I mentioned God. I believe in God. I’m not pushing my beliefs on anyone. I guess I felt like this Admin might have been indirectly talking to me— hey, I could be wrong….that’s been known to happen. But whatever, it’s a FB group— it’s not a big deal to me if I stayed or left. It was nice while it lasted (it only last a couple months).

Things come and go in life— it’s up to you whether or not you want that “thing” or person in your life. Well, I take that back— it’s not always up to you on whether they stay. Like my son’s dad— he was not meant to stay. God needed him. My son’s dad gave me the BEST part of himself— my son, Donnie. Without my son’s dad, my son would not exist. I’ve always loved hard when I’m in love with a guy— I’m SUPER intense. Sober love is much different than drunk love. I will admit, I had some fucking amazing drunk love times…I did— I was WILD. It’s been almost 4 years since my son’s dad has passed— and I’m still single. I’m not rushing into shit. I wasn’t ready to date until last year (2019). Dating is not top priority right now. Taking care of my son and making sure all the financials are covered are my top priorities.

These dating sites are fucking nightmares— I haven’t had any luck. I think most are fake profiles, which is fucking amazing. Ugh…. I just want a Brad Pitt clone that adores me and my son— I don’t think that’s too much to ask for.

The take away here….TRUST THE PROCESS.