I’ve been in a good mood today….and guess who else is???— yep, Donnie is happy, too! I’m tellin’ ya— I took care of myself today emotionally and physically— and it FUCKING SHOWS!! Today was the first day in 3 weeks that I didn’t feel sick (well, my sinuses are always fucked, but I didn’t feel sick sick….like having a cold sick) and I didn’t have to run a million errands or clean like a maniac — and the big thing is that Kahlua is feeling better!!! I’m sooooo relieved!! She’s still having a little diarrhea, but if I’d stop feeding her little pieces of chicken, maybe she’d stop 💩💩💩. Logically, I’m aware that dogs can go several days without food, but emotionally, I can’t stand to NOT FEED HER ANYTHING FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS! Ugh…..I don’t want her to get too weak! I’m going to continue sleeping on the couch downstairs to be with her until she feels 💯% better. I’ve still got her gated off in the kitchen because I’m OVER cleaning up 💩 on the rugs. So, super great news about Kahlua! I’m EXTREMELY happy!!

Here’s the update on the water and dipe sitcho with Donnie at daycare: I decided to speak with the office manager first about the sitcho. My feeling is that if things are not resolved after doing that, then I’ll escalate it — meaning, talking to the Owner. So, I pick up Donnie today from daycare and I ask him if he wants some water. Guess what he said?? “No.” I was floored. Wha???? No water??? Well, holy fucking shit— they’re actually giving him water now. Thank God. I’m still irritated, but I’ll be ok. And regarding the wrong dipe (some other kid’s dipe) being put on Donnie— and not his pull-ups— well, the teacher denied it and I told the office manager that I have a picture of the dipe. Long story short, I texted her the dipe pic and hopefully everything will be fine now. I just want my son to be well taken care of and for the most part, they do a fucking fantastic job at it— I’m grateful to have found a caring childcare center.

So, we get home and Donnie has a little bit of tantrums, but we probably laughed and played 90% of the time tonight!! It was so great!! I absolutely KNOW that Donnie sensed that I was feeling better— and he fed off my happy vibe!! He truly is a super happy little boy, overall. I’d like to take credit for his pleasant disposition — for being a badass parent!!! It was so nice to have my smiling, happy little boy back tonight! I’m soooooo fucking glad I took the time today to take care of myself emotionally and physically— that made ALL the difference. AND MOST DEFINITELY— ENERGY IS CONTAGIOUS!!!— MAKE IT HAPPY ENERGY THAT YOU’RE RADIATING!!

Ok, y’all. I’m gonna chill on the couch for a bit….probably dick around in my phone for awhile. Hope y’all have had a spectacular day! Love you!