THE UNIVERSE MIRRORS YOUR BELIEFS

I just finished watching a documentary about The Law of Attraction. And I thought I knew what it was, but I learned some interesting stuff tonight. The Universe mirrors our beliefs about ourselves. So, if I feel unworthy or that I don’t deserve a good paying career; love; peace or happiness— then guess what??— that’s EXACTLY what I’ll get. It was pretty recently when I’ve truly stepped into my own power and TRULY believed that I’m worthy of ALL THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE. I’m worthy of making good money; I’m worthy of love; I’m worthy of being loved— I’m a damn awesome mom to my son; I’m fucking creative as shit and I’m fucking hilarious. Seriously, I’ve really just said a big FUCK YOU to my old belief system about myself— I deserve BETTER— I deserve MORE— and therefore, I will receive MORE.

It’s about vibrating on a higher level and attracting those GOOD THINGS. I know when I’m vibrating on a higher level— things are clicking; synchronizing; vibin’— all is very cool. And I also know when I’m vibrating at lower levels— it’s when my mindset is “FUCK THIS SHIT. FUCK EVERYTHING. I’M FUCKED.” And guess where that gets me??— yeah, not in a good place and I seem to attract even SHITTIER EXPERIENCES. I get it— sometimes it’s not always easy for me to maintain a positive attitude when the shit is hitting the fan— but here’s the deal, I now have a chance to practice patience; to practice self care; practice self discipline and time management; practice setting goals and achieving them; practice different parenting techniques; practice showing up for life; practice setting boundaries and to practice being more of service.

And yes, vibrating at a higher frequency and having a positive mindset is great and all, but you have to back those things up with ACTION. You have to DO THE FUCKING WORK if you want to see results and to see your life change. And it’s not on your time— it’s on God’s time. When you are ready to receive these gifts, God will make it happen. And don’t get hung up on the word “God”— use “The Universe” if that makes you feel better.

I think the craziest thing I learned from this film was the notion that what if I was ATTRACTING THAT 101 CONSTRUCTION NOISE???— instead of the other way around!! I’ve been really honing-in on this construction noise and getting madder and madder— and the construction noise seemed to be getting WORSE AND WORSE!!! WTF??? And then, after watching this film and thinking about this theory, the construction noise has been considerably LESS!!! Coincidence??? I don’t think so.

Today was a challenging day— I posted a video on Instagram and Facebook about it, if you wanna check it out. But I also focused on the silver lining today— I, in fact, WAS AT THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME— it just looked differently. Sometimes what we think we “need” isn’t what we need at all.

I believe I’m destined for more great things— and now, I’m ready for them— to embark on that journey. I have a beautiful son who’s healthy and absolutely the love of my life. And I’ve only just begun!!— how exciting!! So many doors are opening!!— now, it’s just a matter of which one do I want to open!!— BEYOND COOL!!