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I ALWAYS LET DONNIE KNOW THAT I’M HIS “SAFE PLACE”
I ALWAYS LET DONNIE KNOW THAT I’M HIS “SAFE PLACE”

Tonight, my son wanted to tell his gram that he misses his dad. Donnie’s gram (my mom) has been staying with us for the past week. She flew in last Thursday from Minneapolis for Donnie’s 4th birthday (November 9, 2021)— she’s flying back to MN on 11/11. And then Donnie wanted me to come with him to gram’s bedroom, so he could tell her (with me by his side for extra encouragement/support). ❤️❤️❤️ Donnie stopped at gram’s bedroom doorway and said to her, “Gram, I miss my dad.”

Gram responded with, “Oh, I’m sorry, can I give you a hug? Can I hug you?”

Donnie kept shaking his head NO.

He did not want to hug her.

He just wanted to tell her how he felt.

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PARENTING IN SOBRIETYMichelle Williamssafe place, toddler mom, emotional intelligence, emotional sobriety, mental health, support, mom, good parent, single mom, vulnerability, parent, parenting in sobriety, dealing with death of a loved one, talking to the dead, grieving process after death
TALKING TO THE DEAD: PART 3--- CONTACT!!!

I tried communicating with my son’s dad earlier last night, but no dice. So, I watched some tv, which I rarely do…..to try and “relax”. I had been up for awhile, so I decided to go to bed since it was almost 2am. I was sleeping on the couch downstairs to be with Kahlua (she’s still not 100% feeling better). I had my cat next to me and was snuggling with her, petting her. Then, my cat’s eyes started getting HUGE and her eyes were following something around the room. “Something” was hovering…….

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DEALING WITH DEATHMichelle Williamssober, spirits, parenting in sobriety, sobriety, emotional sobriety, MY SON'S DAD MADE CONTACT, talking to the dead, mental health
TALKING TO THE DEAD: PART 2

I think I’m so Hell bent on communicating with my son’s dad because I want some answers; I want him to apologize for all the shit I found out after his death; I want him to say how sorry he is for hurting me; I want him to see how beautiful our son is and I want some fucking closure. This PTSD shit is bullshit. No, I have not gotten therapy to directly deal with this— I’m scared to— I don’t want them to make it worse. Meaning, they open up the hole and I’m not able to shut it/heal it. I’ve been doing therapy since I was 16-years old— I honestly don’t know what other different kind of methods they’d try— I feel like I’ve tried them all. Yes, I recognize my close-mindedness and resistance right now— it’s an excuse for me to not seek treatment.

I attempted to contact my son’s dad again tonight — I even put on his favorite

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DEALING WITH DEATHMichelle Williamsfriday night, how to stay sober, sober, parenting in sobriety, good parent, talking to the dead, friday night seance, healing, closure, wanting closure, communicating, sobriety, emotional sobriety, TALKING TO THE DEAD
TALKING TO THE DEAD: PART 1

I was talking to Donnie’s dad tonight and wrote down messages he was telling me. And then another spirit interrupted our conversation and said a couple weird things!! It was so weird!! I knew it wasn’t Donnie’s dad because he would have never said what I wrote down. Still, very strange.

I have saved all Donnie’s dad’s voicemails and voice memos; however, not too long after he died— it was either a week or 2, I got a phone call at 1:11am. “They” left a message. The message was

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DEALING WITH DEATHMichelle Williamstalking to the dead, spirits, sad, crying, communicating, sober, sobriety, emotional sobriety, dealing with death of a loved one, dealing with hurt