Posts tagged writing
STRESSING TODAY AND WHAT I'M DOING ABOUT IT

I’m really trying to make a conscious effort to NOT feed my anxiety, stress and fear, but it be HARD, yo! Ugh……I totally felt like curling up in a little ball today on my bed and sleeping for 4 hours, but that’s just a fantasy. Instead, I worked on web/creative projects all day, but my mind felt like it was 18 million miles away. I felt so distracted, anxious and I couldn’t focus. I swear, I felt like I was

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DEALING WITH STRESSMichelle Williamsstress management, how to stay sober, how to deal with stress without drinking, sober, sobriety, dog, trust the process, taking care of a senior dog, mental health, emotional sobriety, writing, ways to deal with stress, don't drink no matter what, hormones, PMS, anxious, anxiety
IT’S MEME TIME

I decided to write my own memes. It’s fun and scary— I love to write, but I’m also scared that some of my memes will “flop”. And guess what?? That’s a part of the process— for EVERYTHING in life. You try; you do well; you don’t do so well; you fall down; you get back up; you succeed! Everything is a process and we must go through it to get to that SWEET SPOT. So, sure, some memes will flop, but some (hopefully most!!) will do great! And I’ve got a lot of positive responses from them so far! I just started posting my original memes today!

That bullshit thought in my head is

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TRUST THE PROCESSMichelle Williamsmom, writer, writing, confidence, self care, sober, sobriety, emotional sobriety, taking healthy risks, it’s meme time, meme, fear of rejection, trust the process
BEYOND PISSED

I’m BEYOND pissed right now. I don’t care how long “we’ve been friends” or……more than friends, don’t fucking disrespect me and video call me when you’re drunk. He’s an active alcoholic right now. Fuck him. I’ve been through enough fucking shit with my son’s father……from him dying from his addiction and all the fucked up bullshit I went through with him when he was alive. FUCK THAT and the Goddamn horse you rode in on. And he didn’t even know my son’s name!!! REALLY???? You want to be

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EMOTIONAL PAINMichelle Williamsemotional sobriety, how to stay sober, stress management, how to deal with stress without drinking, active alcoholic, pain, hurt, block, protect your space, mental health, writing, pissed, dealing with anger, dealing with hurt, alcoholism, lies, fuck you, healthy boundaries, sober, sobriety
POETRY

I used to write a lot of poetry. I started writing poetry probably when I was about 15-years old. I would enter poetry contests…..it was really fun and I really enjoyed it. I forgot how much I loved writing. I have not been writing much (for pleasure) because……here comes the slew of excuses…..but they’re GOOD excuses! Listen! Depression, anxiety and just extreme exhaustion have been the monkeys on my back. Those bitches weigh me down and make me want to be mindLESS instead of mindFUL. Fuck those bitches. Writing is so therapeutic for me and I need a positive outlet for stress management…..especially now……a lot of

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POETRYMichelle Williamspoetry, sobriety, sober, writing, love, i love my son, therapeutic, mental health, emotional sobriety, how to stay sober